8.28.2008
Feeling Guilty
For some reasons I am feeling extremely guilty these days. I am very happy with Papa's up coming interview and all but I can't help to feel the guilt. Maybe because I was never a selfish person. Before we went ahead and petitioned Papa, I asked mama, my brothers and my sisters if it was ok. All of them approved of him coming over especially after he was fired and was accused of stealing. Papa was so hurt after working there for almost 20 years. After submitting his papers 5 months after he got approved and we went on with the process. Now that it is going to be only less than a month and hopefully if all is well get here as soon as possible, I couldn't help but feel like I am robbing my siblings with a father. Papa kept telling me that my siblings are so happy for him and I know that too because they are all excited but I just couldn't take the guilt away. Papa have been all over the place to work for over 6 months sometimes but it is different went you don't know when will the next time you see him in person. Mama assured me that nothing will change and that we will still be communicating and will always keep in touch. I really hope this feeling will go away because I am punishing myself.
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