Writing

I really thought that when Papa gets here I will be able to finish a lot of my writings. My issue before was I hate to leave Frankie in the living room that is why I try to write when Ryan and Frankie are asleep. Although opportunities are not that much these days but I am still glad to have something to write in my blog. Unfortunately since Papa got here I have been really bad with it. I felt like there is so much to catch up that when we are all up I try to spend time with him and Frankie as much as possible. I try to leave them occasionally to write but I won't be able to concentrate anyways because they are giggling and just have so much fun in the living room. This morning I tried to write before we leave for lunch but both of them were playing with the drums were so noisy. I left what I started and joined them. The tasks that I have reserved has expired on me left and right. What I also noticed is I used to feel guilty especially on expensive ones but lately, it seems like I don't care anymore. As Ryan said I am so burnt out from writing and I couldn't agree more.