"Your hard work is slowly paying off In", that is what my brother Gayfred told me when we chatted about two days ago. I talk to him all the time and told him about all my plans and I left him a message a few days ago telling him that I got the position that I applied for (full time). He was extremely happy for me. If I didn't stick to it last fall/winter and decided to quit, I don't think I will ever get this chance. All I can say is God is watching over me and us and He knows that I have always been a good daughter, sister, mother and wife. I never had any regrets or what so ever for helping my family.
You see, I knew that Ging-ging will require a huge amount when she reaches 4th year college. I know that one of these days I will have to face it. I can afford to send her till she graduates but it is her review and the board exam. expenses that I am so worried for. I just knew that it is going to be almost P50,000. Mama on the other hand is worried but Papa and I assured her that we will take care of it. She has a lot of things to worry already and we want it off her shoulders. God is really good as always. Papa started working recently and helping out my friends fix their houses and have been saving what he earned. Ryan and I also give him a little something every week to add to his savings. It is definitely a big burden off my shoulders. I am so glad that Papa is there to help me out too.
Another thing that I am so thankful about is, we can finally get Papa his own health insurance after 6 months of living here and just around the same time that I can help pay for it. I know from the beginning that Ryan is ever willing to help me out with him but it makes me feel comfortable that I am contributing. He has helped Resty for 5 years in college that is why when I promised Ging-ging that I will take care of her college, I want Ryan out this time. I have sacrificed to much to be able to help my poor family. Yes, we are poor and I am never shy to admit that we are. Imagine the things that I could have bought for myself from doing paid blogging for so many years (sending a very big amount for school/tuition) but my top priority has always been Ging-ging and when I see her graduate, it will be the most wonderful feeling.
I have always believed that when you give, you will always have something to give. I have tested that so many times before. That makes life worth living and with all the blessings that I received (wonderful and supportive husband and loving family), it just about right to share what I have. My husband is young, doesn't have much but a great provider and has so much love for his family. I am so glad and excited with the things that has been happening lately. It is the more I am inspired to keep going and of course to keep sharing. I am so blessed without no doubt.