Envy

Don't you just envy those who just gave birth a few months ago, and they already looked fabulous? I see that all the time at work. The baby is still very small and the mother already looked like she didn't even give birth. I am so jealous with them. I had Frankie for over three years now and, I still look fat. I did lost some weight before we went to the Philippines, but after then I gained so much while over there that when we got back, I had a hard time getting rid of it. I don't know what is the problem though. I don't eat too much, and I don't even get enough rest/sleep and I still carry this bulge. It would be really awesome to get one of those quick weight loss diets. Then I wonder if I could keep it off for a while.